Life, love 'n creativity

In the teen-aging process, u'll find that 3 things must happen to u:

1- u'll noe about life
2- u'll fall in love (or seem to)
3- u'll find out wat u can do (in other words, u'll discover your creativity)

first is first, wat does it mean to noe about life? maybe one will call it "getting a life" or "struggling with life" but neither of them is true, cuz we already have a life 'n life isn't a struggle...it's simply noeing it in depth, as u grow up...experiences increase in intensity 'n in number, this is the part when u'll learn that life can't be defined or measured in a certain way. cuz experiences vary from a person to another...but noeing life is simply wat i like to define as: "building ur style of living on this world through wat u learn from ur experiences", so i'd like to noe...wat's ur style of life?

second is wat teenagers suffer from greatly, it's the one 'n the only "love"...wat's love? i'll be such a liar if i gave any answer, cuz love is like life...can't be limited in a definition, but wat do a typical teenager feel when in love, cuz u c...u c that person, u love that person...u can't stop thinking about that person, 'n then suddenly u dun love that person, 'n u love another one...it's not the person who attract u, it's the desire of that feeling, of loving...do u noe that this kind of love, was the reason of the rising of great men, 'n falling of great men as well...so dun feel sad if who u love doesn't feel the same towards u, cuz u just want to love, nothing else.

last point is about creativity, in ur teen-aging years, u'll discover great deal of talents that u have, but only one of these talents will be ur specialty, take an example through my experience with finding my talents...i noe how to sing, public speak, play basketball, 'n free writing...i found the last one to be my real potential, it was wat i rly special at "ur comments were quite encouraging :D " so i took as my speciality creation, beside my other talents which i took as hobbies to practice from time to time...so wat's ur specialty creation?

thx 4 reading, stay tuned 4 more ;D

FEDO

survey bug can't leave me, can it?!

This survey is for fun and won't be used in any commercials or advertisements. "as if i care.."
Please answer truthfully and it will be fun, shall we start? "yes we shall?"

Do you love the last person you kissed?

- well, the last one i kissed was my mom, does that count?

Who was the last person you kissed on the lips?

- her name was someone

What’s your real name?

- sometimes it's Mohamed, but mostly they call me bugs bunny..

Is it easy to make you cry?

- way too easy, NOT

Have you ever been cheated on?

- if i had 100 fingers then i could count how many times i got cheated on

Do you wish at 11:11?

- no

How’s June going for you so far?

- June ended..and BTW, it really sucked!

Do you like your life?

- most of it, except the part where i have to kill people for living..

What is your relationship status?

- single and fucked-up.

If you’re in a relationship, who with?

- my tooth fairy, hell no relationships!

Do you hate anyone?

- yes

Does anyone hate you?

- ofcrs

What is your biggest regret?

- that i actually tried to understand that creature which is called a "girl"

Do you miss anyone from your past?

- u have no idea!

Did you kiss someone at midnight on new years eve?

- no, i kiss my whole family. cuz it's my bday too (1/1)

Ever been in love?

- can't be sure, i think i imagined i did...but i'm pretty sure i didn't.

Would it hurt you to see the person you last kissed, kissing someone else?

- no, cuz she's in every available hands 'n lips if u asked me..well, u did

How many times have you cried this week?

- once or twice, can't remember

Do you cry yourself to sleep at night?

- at school days only

Who are you messaging right now?

- no one

Who was the last person to inbox you on facebook?

- mahmoud yossry "my frnd"

Who was the last person to break your heart?

- well, my heart refuses to give in any statements right now

Last question: Are you listening to any music ? If so, what song ?

yes, linkin park- pushing me away

Hope you enjoyed the survey, please feel free to tag any of your friends, and we recommend your friends to take the survey as well :)

7s

7 things i want to do:



1-go to sicily.

2-be a politician.

3-sky dive.

4-climb mt.everest.

5-have a gf.6-treat my animality.

7-be good with myself 'n others.

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7 things i can't do:



1-get over my hatred.

2-feel any better about the future.

3-be friendly.

4-play football well.

5-be honest with my feelings.

6-focus 4 a long time.

7-overcome pain.

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7 things i say much:



1-"OH YEAH!"

2-"yeah ryt..."

3-"hi there!"

4-"john, john, john!"

5-"..."

6-"scream!!!"

7-"omg"

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The truth..'n other concepts,

The truth is just the material of believing, it might be right or wrong so truth bends as the reciever sees it...'n u can never noe wat kind of truth is being told to u, trusting can be a variable material as the person sees it as well, so we can see the whole world in 7 billion different ways cuz principles bend 'n shaped on the view of each one of the 7 billion..but there r rules that r constant in the view of each one of us, but the way u interpet it is wat it is, 4 example killing is a sin, y is it a sin...4 me it's cuz u choose that person's fate to die while u have no authority over that person's fate...but we kill becuz ppl who control us interpet this killing as honor in a way or another..'n i can c the world as i need but it isn't, i can feel so much warm when i'm not...cuz i interpet sadness as happiness 'n cold as warm...so i can never feel bad cuz bad is good to me, is this how i rly am? i dun noe cuz right now everybody sees me in a way or another, while i can't c myself cuz i c alot of copies of everyone...y should i be loved if i can be hated? if i can feed ur anger by just hating me, if i can give u this service of experiencing this unique feeling...'n who am i to choose 4 u, it's random, it's fiction, 'n it's fact...i dun c tomorow cuz i can't find it, 'n we all lie in a pathetic way 'n 4 no reason, y should i hate u when i can love u, 'n wat's wrong with me? the wrong with me is i noe i won't c u again this is all illusion 'n nothing lasts...while we do our best to 4get this but it's just true enough 4 u to keep thinking about it...even i pretend i'm smart, i use large words 'n heavy expressions that lead to no where, y do i do that while i can just ignore all of u? the reason is simple if i ignored u, wat will i win...can i be silent 4 long, can i live longer or be happier by that way...if that's wat's in my mind right now...can u feel how painful is it to be like this 4 a whole 5 years, can u be called as imaginary 'n sometimes stupid...y? frequent word in a world of one signal "following"...'n this is wat i c, this is who am i, is that real?

N.B: "any thing of wat i mentioned contradicts with wat u think, it's ok cuz it's not a rule that i'm right 'n u r wrong...as i said, it varies.

F∃DØ original productions. 2010

I Believe...

-I believe that God exists, 'n he's just 'n fair enough to me..

-I believe that i'm one of a kind, 'n i'm special somehow..

-I believe that i'm destined to be gr8, 'n i'll achieve that..

-I believe that my dad is harsh on me cuz he cares 4 me..

-I believe that my mom made her own sacrifice when she agreed that i come to UAE..

-I believe that i dun achieve my full potential cuz i'm not motivated..

-I believe that whatever disadvantages i have, they happen 4 a reason..

-I believe that some ppl r so genuine 'n deserve to be treated as gentle as possible..

-I believe that everyone have a lock on his heart, 'n the key is easy to find..

-I believe that someday i'll learn the piano 'n i'll play coldplay's "yellow" to my wife..

-I believe that someday i'll travel the world 'n see it's beauty..

-I believe that beauty exists in ugliness' core..

-I believe that if u r reading this, u'll think of ur own list..


* plz if u read this, make ur own list 'n share it with ur family or frndz :D

.college interview with me...xD

A- welcme Mr.gharbia, plz have a seat..

me- tha....thank u, sir..

A-so, u applied 4 our university...do u think u have wat it takes to participate in it?

me- i do, sir..

A- ur academic ranks r adequate 'n shows ur quite a worker..

me-thx ,sir :)

*writes on some papers*

A- wat r ur talents?

me- i can sing, i'm a gd public speaker, i'm a gd reader, 'n i write pretty well..

A-very very well, *writes on the papers* i've got some reprts from ur high school about u, 'n they r quite different from wat u seem to represent infront of me..

me- excuse me sir, but how is that?

A-it says u r self-isolating student, ur teaching skills r not effective 'n u lack co-ordination, 'n u posses some kind of disturbance..

me- ....'n is that wat u see? r the records rlly that accurate? *calm-angry voice*

A-i can't say it's 100% accurate, but as long as it's the only available certified records, i take them.

me- is that how it should be, should i be always criticised by wat always seems to be true, but not actually true...can skool records tell u wat i faced from the society itself, can these records tell u that i suffered to come 'n sit infront of u?! *in raised voice a bit anger*

A-u need to calm down my son, i understand wat u r trying to comprehend...but wat i am obliged to do is to take these records only...i can't do any further..

me- very well, i understand hat...thanks sir..*standing to leave*

A-i have one advie to give u b4 leaving, u seem like a good person...y do u do this to urself? u can be the better, just try to get more of life than wat it takes..


N.B: if u found that wat i wrote had some kind of dimensional influence...or sentimental overcome....noe then that i did that not on purpose..it's the beauty of ur OWN feeling :D

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